From Suppression to Expression
Savine’s Story
Looking back on my life, it feels like a series of dreams.
My childhood was one of opposites. Magic and pain co-existed all throughout my younger life. One moment I was speaking with fairies in the forest at the corner of our street; the next I was teaching myself how to hold my breath and make myself invisible so my parents wouldn't find me.
The Search for Myself
I grew up with one very critical parent and one more neglectful. My parents aren't bad people - they simply carried unresolved baggage that left its mark. On the surface, it looked like I had everything I needed. Yet the deeper needs of feeling safe, seen, and worthy often went unmet.
The forest became my sanctuary. Surrounded by trees, streams, and unseen friends, I felt free. There I didn't have to become anyone. There I simply belonged. At home, I learned to be quiet, suppress, and become who others wanted me to be. Little by little, I lost touch with my own self.
When high school began, it felt as though I left my heart buried in that forest.
Without realizing it, I spent years searching for it. I searched in parties, in relationships, in achievement, and in becoming everything I thought I should be. I studied Law, then built a career in management, and from the outside everything seemed to be moving in the right direction. Yet inside, life became muted. I no longer felt much of anything.
Suppression had become depression.
Eventually, all the patterns I had carried for so long culminated in an intense burnout. Looking back, it was one of the greatest gifts life could have given me. For the first time, I had the space to question not only who I was, but everything I believed to be true.
Shedding What is Unreal
That search led me along many paths. From different kinds of energy reading and healing work to years of deeper metaphysical studies, every experience revealed another layer of myself. Yet the greatest transformation did not come from gathering more knowledge. It came from letting go of who I thought I was.
A profound turning point came when I followed an inner knowing that brought me to Hawaii, where I met my dear friend and now business partner, Tallulah. Through her, I was introduced to the teachings of The Seer Almine, and the shedding of old identities intensified immensely.
The more I let go, the more the true me was revealed.
Bit by bit, my words and actions became less filtered through fear and conditioning. I found myself moving with life rather than forcing it, acting from inspiration instead of constant thought. Instead of endlessly second-guessing myself, I began trusting what arose naturally.
At Home Inside Myself
It took me thirty-eight years to feel like an authentic expression of myself was finally coming forward. Not because I had become someone new, but because I had stopped trying to be someone else.
That journey continues every day. I still discover filters, but I see them sooner and dissolve them with ever more ease. More than anything, I have learned what it means to live in alignment with the Cosmos - from the heart- rather than projecting from the mind.
Living from a place of Oneness has ended the search for myself, for I now know myself to be everything and nothing all at once. I get to see myself in other people, animals, and in nature. I no longer feel alone and feel truly at home inside myself.
Self-Examination is the Key
Everything we share through Into the Mystic Realms has first been lived. We don't teach concepts because they sound beautiful—we teach what we have had to embody. The years of unraveling, questioning, healing, and remembering have become the foundation of our work.
Our passion is guiding others who have already begun their own journey of self-examination and are ready to move beyond understanding into living these principles as a way of life.
